Thursday, January 21, 2010

In My Dreams by Madison Mathieu

She came to me in my dreams
An Angel through and through
Took my hand and softly whispered
“Mommy, I’ve been watching you!”

I watch you when you’re laughing
I shed tears with you when you cry
I know you still have so many questions
And secretly you still ask why.

On your pillow is where I lay
When I come to you at night
I try my hardest to reach out to you
To let you know I am alright.

I’m proud of you mommy
For keeping my memory bright
You try so hard to hang on to me
Even though I’m out of sight.

Please don’t be so sad anymore
I’m with you in your heart
And when your time comes to join me
I promise we’ll never be apart.

So laugh and let me see your smile
Cause it makes me smile too
Look to the sky for the brightest star
That’s me mommy, saying I love you!

In loving memory of precious Angel Kaydence

1 comment:

Kim said...

I have tears running down my cheeks. I have had 4 miscarriages(2 in 2008, 2 in 2009)my last m/c was Dec 09, I miss my babies every day. The last loss hit me hardest as I thought everything was going to be ok. Im still mourning the loss, and Ive had no one to talk to. My family and friends have moved on, but I havent, my husband listens to me but wants to turn things into a positive than negative, I dont feel talking about losing my baby is negative! I have 7 liveborn beautiful children but these lost babies were going to be one of my children too! People dont understand that!
Thankyou so much for your gorgeous poems. My baby was due on the 8th July 2010, and its going to be so hard.. you poems talk of the loss and sadness of how Im feeling inside. I have a cherub pendant on my necklace around my neck, on the back is the dates of my 4 losses. I hold it in my hand each night I go to sleep, so when I read 'In my dreams' it made me cry. Thankyou for sharing. xxx