Facade
Hi! Im Here! The Heather you want to see
I'll smile, work, and clean and be who you need me to be.
But when you ask me how I am the answer will be fake
because the real answer is going to be hard for you to take.
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You want me to be fine and the truth is I never will be.
I am without my sons and that means a part of me will never be.
I hate to be around people because I feel out of place.
But being alone is very scary because my demons I have to face.
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So when you tell me you want me to be fine
take a moment and decide what that is. Define.
The old Heather has died and now I am here.
And sometimes you'll have to understand it's you I just can't be near.
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written by
Heather mum to precious angels Marshall and Jonah
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